Deep within me is a goddess ready to be awakened and I pursue with the passion and life deserving of the Goddess that I AM. Starting tomorrow I will be doing an internet fast, a month of technological silence with no Internet or computer use at all and learning to take time to listen to myself, my Goddess within, the accompanying host , the multitude that lives in me , from the gods of the flesh to the cells in my blood. I am alive and never alone.All of creation in this holy space deserves recognition.
The need to heal myself and in turn heal my blood is blindingly strong.
I fear it. The realness of it, the responsibility of claiming all my lines of kin past is massive. but I have not come here to turn away. I have been shown this forested path, these tools of seership because I can handle it. I must.
Just as my blood took the seemingly impossible task of journeying across oceans and walking across America I take on the healing of the pains of generations and release future generations from that same pain.
It begins with a single step and through the storms , cold and darkness all I need to do is keep putting one foot in front of the other. ” One more step” and I feel the love of the ancestors, those that walked will walk beside me and this world and the other world’s healing will settle on us all. and we shall reach out to our cousins of light and teach eachother in remembrance of the unity.