So I’ve been working or at least trying to work with Emer for a little over a month now. I’ve been doing meditations where I visualize her, which is difficult because there is no real description of the woman. I find this strange since she was the wife of Cuchallain but I’ve been able to piece together a resemblance in my mind based on the stories that outline her character and my own intuition on the matter…
She is a smaller woman, well proportioned and fair with long black hair tied up loosely in a braid behind her. She has a round yet delicate face with eyes of depth, thought the color unimportant. Her beautiful hands and feet are visible through a simple cut dress that falls just above her ankles. She is always barefoot and always just a little far away to see intense details.
I call to her “Emer Ni Forgail” She turns to me and gives a soft smile. ” Will you come and visit with me ?” She smiles again and opens her hands and looks at me.
I wait and explain my name and that I have heard of her great traits and stories and I would like to speak with her for a little while. I lay down three hazelnuts and ask her again.
She regards the offering and looks up at me again smiles and seems to communicate that something is missing but I need to find it myself -and I will soon. Just a little more time she conveys…just a little bit longer. And then she turns and leaves me.
There isn’t ever any feelings of rejection. I think she’s interested in me as well. I’m still trying to find more information about here. So far it just seems to be the two stories “The wooing of Emer” and “The wasting sickbed of Cuchallian”.
That’s it so far. Every meditation is generally the same.