a small note

*by Stephanie Pui-mun Law  “The eight of wands”

Journeying towards a goal, a great undertaking, speeding to reward with hope and momentum.

This mornings meditation was interesting. I sat down with Orion’s cd and did the nesting meditation…I have been doing it from memory lately but it just seemed one of those times where a little more structure was needed.

I always enjoy the nesting of the three souls and usually do it every morning and evening. I seems to tune me in to the right station although I haven’t been able to get much further.

I was quite for a while after and saw myself stepping before my ancestors and the good people in a cave with large naturally formed archways, like the inside of a large cathedral. It wasn’t cold and it wasn’t hot. It all seemed to be lit with a grey light, I felt there was more colors but my vision only worked in black and white.

I felt an appreciation for my efforts but when I tried to focus on any one being they seemed to move away a little like shadows. I saw myself sit and rest my head in my hands and then I felt a loving, motherly touch to my head and the feeling of ” We know you are eager but you are not yet prepared properly. Keep working, we are here.”  When I tried to focus on who this spirit was I couldn’t, like the signal in a tv flickers so did my vision and I was sitting alone again but wrapped in warmth and comfort.

The distinct impression that was left me was that I was trying to run before I could crawl. This may very well be my own self placed restriction as well but I will continue as I have been,  a small step everyday into the path of the seer.